What is HAPPENING to me??????

What I had recently become? I ought to be happy and cheerful for the first week of school, but it seems like I am having quite a Hard time... I have some problems in my heart and I keep thinking of it all the time... Even today when I was suffering from anger and disappointment, the teacher called me to answer questions. I don't know what I am doing, I just stood there, scolded by the teacher : " Hector, why you look so serious today? Hah? " I even prayed to God to help me but it seems to get worse. I didn't mean that I am blaming God, but I don't know what I had done wrong. Why am I feeling so miserable? I know the reason, but I just can't stop thinking of it and concentrate. Too free? Ya, I want some Tuition!!!! Any subject, but not Malay. But my mom will be sending me to Malay tuition few months later... But that's not the problem!!!! It has to do with CLASS. Haiz....... Even now & sometimes even going to doze off, those problems are still whirling in my mind... I tried to push them away and think of sth positive, but that's sth I am not good at! Anyway, I will try to do that until I truly let go and forget about it..... <><><><><><><><><>

Friends are THESE

When your precious drop of water falls on me,

My eyes become blur and hard to see~

When your sunny smile shines on me,

My day will be easy to be~

When your anger pours on me,

I will bow down to you until my knee~

When your sorrow lands on me,

My precious drops of water will land onto your feet until you see...~~~

How much I treat U as a ...

F= Faithful to each other

R= Respecting each other

I= Importance

E= Earnest to each other

N= Needs you

D= Deeds

A friend in NEED is a friend inDEED... :-)

To God The Father

To the little, pitiful God I make my prayer,

The God with the long grey beard

And flowing robe fastened with a hempen girdle

Who sits nodding and muttering on the all-too-big throneof Heaven.

What a long, long time, dear God, since you set thestars in their places,

Girded the earth with the sea, and invented the day andnight.

And longer the time since you looked through the bluewindow of Heaven

To see your children at play in a garden....Now we are all stronger than you and wiser and morearrogant,

In swift procession we pass you by.

"Who is that marionette nodding and muttering

On the all-too-big throne of Heaven?

Come down from your place, Grey Beard,

We have had enough of your play-acting!"

It is centuries since I believed in you,

But to-day my need of you has come back.

I want no rose-coloured future,

No books of learning, no protestations and denials--

I am sick of this ugly scramble,

I am tired of being pulled about--

O God, I want to sit on your knees

On the all-too-big throne of Heaven,

And fall asleep with my hands tangled in your greybeard.

:-D :-) :-P

~ If your heart is in your dream, no request is too extreme ~

~ Discover the Amazing Power of 8 ~

Have you discovered it yet? :-D ~ 8,888 Real Wishes ~

~ Real Wishes Do Come True ~ ~ 11:11 & 8888 Grants Wishes

~ Believe ~

~The Mount Kinabalu Trip~

On 6th June, my auntie, together with her husband, children and grandmother planned to bring me to Mount Kinabalu for 2 days 1 night trip. ( So disappointing we did not climb it )... :-( Anyway, we're happy :-)

Hey! Who's this? Oh she's my pesky cousin... She raised our fun during our trip by eating NERDS SWEETS to make her tongue green... Woo!

Mount Kinabalu is so gigantic when we went there. The weather is fine that day, so we're lucky. That pesky cousin said if you look at Mount Kinablu carefully, you can figure out a shape of a man with his arms folded lying down... But the stupid me just can't figure it out! Hmm.....

After a few hours drive, we passed by National Park. Auntie said this time the chalet we're living is even smaller.. Oh No!! We're driving up the hill to Perkasa Hotel. We're living in one of the 24 chalets opposite it... I like the scenery, the trees, the flowers... I just can't have the time to take photos.

Crossing the bridge, having a pose... Cheese!!! Behind auntie is the chalets.

Before entering our small chalet, we explored the back of Perkasa Hotel's beautiful garden. we didn't stay too long because there's a wedding going on there. :-) My aunt(left) and grandma (right). Is my aunt beautiful?

Now who's this? You mean the very Naughty one? Yes you're right! She's the sister of the pesky cousin... Don't you know what's she doing now? She is trying to avoid the camera!!

Our chalet's room number is 7! My unkucky number! Our neighbour is 8... We should be living in that magical number! Remember?

Taking a snapshot in front of the chalet!! Heh! My aunt said " The Photographer ", my cousin was just ruining all the photos, so she gave me a chance to be " The Photographer "! She didn't say anything when she saw the photo. :-)?

Oh goodness!!! My crazy "EEEE" photo!!! HA HA!!! I always take this type of photo everywhere I go... Because this face is our favourite " Photo Face Pose "!!! Hahaha!!

In the evening, we went to a nearby reataurant named """ forgot!!! But the food there was so scrumptious that I ate 1 plate of fish and chips, 1 plate of fried rice and 1 cup of Milo. My relatives thought I ate too much so before I eat, they take some food away for themselves!!! ;-C

That's the 1st day!

2ND DAY

I fell in deep sleep for 5 seconds until I realized that it was morning! I saw everyone had disappeared I got up and was relieved to see the pesky cousin on the other bed and grandma and me. It's almost 8 at that time. The others had all gone to see Mount Kinabalu view in front of our chalet. Here are some photos I took.

After having breakfast, we went to the Flower Garden. It's actually a restaurant in front but as you walk down a rocky path you'll find a big shed full of flowers. The staircases are so wide apart you have to walk clunging onto something... Which we were having a hard time to take all those photos. Beside the shed is a LARGE planting area for vegies. You can see the workers busy planting, watering and plucking the vegatables and sell them to the visitors.

Mount Kinabalu from the Flower Garden, it's getting cloudy!

We should thank these farmers for all those vegetables and hard work. Thank you!

Flower Photos! ( We took half an hour's time to take all these pretty ones )

After that, we visited the National Park for just 20 minutes, then we left. So, we did not do much there... ~ We went home, tired and dizzy ~

I just don't feel like wanting to go home. The scenery is so beautiful, the mountain is so gigantic, I can't even want to leave there... But... I have to... school...

~ Thats All ~

~ The End ~

Rhetorical?

Hector: Don't you think that plan went very well? Hmm... impressive...

Friend: I think... I think it needs...

Hector: Quiet! Did I ask you to answer?

Friend: You asked me something did you?

Hector: Shhhhh!!! That's a rhetorical question! Don't you know what a rhetorical question is?

Friend: Yes, I think it means...

Hector: No! No! No! That's a rhetorical question too!!! [sigh]

Friend: ...

Hector: Now don't just stand there and wait! Can't you lend me a hand in this?

Friend: Uhhh... Is that a rhetorical question?

Hector: No it isn't!

(Got that?) Shh! That's a rhetorical question! Think of it yourself... :-D

HECTOR DIY Dictionary ~ :-))

1. VG - abbreviation of Virus Girl. A girl who is wicked and somehow ( Insane )...

2. PBSM - abbreviation of Persatuan Budak Sakit Mental. Crazy people...

3. kalaktai xii - Forget about it!!! Armpit!!!

4. air pollution - The raising of an armpit ( kalaktai xii ), some MAY NOT smell too good!

5. BMW - abbreviation of Big Mouth Woman. She's a teacher, you know! Think about how she brushes her teeth...

6. Glass / Wall - an action to stop people from argueing or sometimes, Crazy Talks.

7. Climwitted - Dimwitted, Stupid.

8. SMS - SHHHH!!! Top Secret....

other top secret DIY's are SMS, CCA, CSA, SS, ET ( joking ). :-P

Three Happy Goldfish

四福鱼鱼

3 Fookfook Goldfish

You know, I won a tiny itsy-bitsy goldfish during the 2009 Bazaar, SO HAPPY!!!

1. Adwerd Lo Fook You 罗福友 090222＝18＝5288 ( so sad, after 7 months of hard work taking care of this one, it died on 9/9/09 )

2. Terabithia 罗 福 丽 090516～08～5852

3. Fantail 罗 福 爱 090307～08～5585 (died 5/10/09)

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4. Une Lo Fook Yoon 罗福芸 090405=18=5660 (Not included in list because it died few hrs ago) 5. Lovelace 罗 福 珑 090318～08～5186

6. Elluce 罗 福 友 090719～08～5888

10 Silly Questions and Actions an Insane Person would do:

1. What are you doing now? ( I am breathing! Stupid! )

2. Are you a girl? ( Are you sex blind? )

3. How does your mother look like? ( She looks like a woman! You think she's an alien? )

4. Who do you love? ( Family! Don't you love them? )

5. Can you make a BMW? ( Its SOOO easy! Just hit your lips and they will become as big as a BMW!! )

6. Do you think I am gross? ( Extreme GROSS!! PLEASE STOP having sex with a 60 Year Old Man in front of me!!!! I don't even dare to look at you!!!! YUCKS!! STOP!!! TEACHER!!! )

7. Wei!!! OI!!! Hey!!! ( What???? I'm busy writing these because of all your ABNORMAL and HOMOSEXUAL problems!!!! )

8. Cheese!!!! ( Stop!!! Your Butt is not as GOOD as I thought!!! I barely dare to think of it!!! )

9. What hanky-panky are you doing now? ( I'm not doing anything!!! )

10. 1+2=? ( I'm going to PASS OUT!!! )

HAHA!~!! SMILE~~~ :-)

The POWER of 8

8 8 8 8 8 8

Fulfill your dreams and wishes with...

The Power of 8...

Just pray to God...

And believe...

Then...

Everything under the sun will eventually come true...

As long as your wish is sincere...

It is highly likely that your wish will come true...

Nothing in this world is impossible...Right?

If your heart is in your dream...

NO request is too extreme...

Just visualize yourself...

Action!!! Achieve your wish...

Willing to learn...

Willing to believe...

Willing to do something new...

It will surely come true...

Willing to truly let go and forget...

Your wish will be born and come to you...

NO more from your wish...

Just let it go...

Creates a paradox...

It is the same act...

That gave birth to the Universe...

Just...

Let it...

Go...

wish

Friends are UMBRELLAS!!!

Friends are like umbrellas. Once you open it, it is hard to close it tight. So I'm not going to open these umbrellas in my heart so I'll never lose you. Happy Friendship Day!

(I) am

(L)ucky

t(O)

ha(V)e a

fri(E)nd

like (U)

The Miracle Of Friendship

There's a " Miracle called Friendship "

That dwells within the HEART

and you don't know how

It happens

or when it gets its start...

But the happiness it brings to you

Always gives a special

LIFT,

and you realize that

FRIENDSHIP...

Is GOD'S most precious

GIFT!

MySpace Countdowns

MySpace Countdowns

8,888 Real Wishes Granted

Now that's what I called a TERRIFIC website !!!! This is also a title you can find in my another blog...

Hey You GUys!!!! Try this out.... Want your Real Wishes Come True? Hurry! ONly 8,888 wishes will be granted!!!! I'm still waiting for mine to come true... inform you a few days later...

5/6/2009 there are only 6009 wishes left. Can't you run faster??? When it becomes zero no wishes will be granted again.... Pls...

this is amazing

If you dont believe, just have a look at the comments.... All their wishes had came true!!! So please dont underestimate this website's power... They seem to be reading your minds....

wishes

If you ever see a number 8 or 11:11 during your wishing period, it symbolises that your wish is highly likely to come true.... very soon....

Good Luck!!! :-D

OOps!! Forgot to tell you the website.... ok here it is....

www.real-wishes.com/

Good Luck!!!!1 :-D)